night

tonight is that night were i think and wonder about "life" Its a bright future out there. The present is how you make of it. The past is done, you cant change it, the memories, the heartbroken, the issues, the damage they made. Its all done, you cant rewrite history, thats stupid. All you do is just make it worse for that person and yourself. Though im thinking too much about my future, its hard to keep your mind in the present, because all you do is think about the outcome of things.

Here's a song i like, from Justin Timberlake- Going Away. Its a good song.

tshirt design

i was inspired to do a tshirt design. So here's one, hopefully my friend accepts this drawing and collaborate with it.

tell me what you guys think about it. Please comment

Poem

Right now i stumbled on a poem, its called "Do You Really Like Me?" This poem is written by Angelica. Its a good poem, i think something that everyone could relate too in this situation. So here's the poem.

side note: let you know this is written by a girls perspective. Not a guy.

I know love is sweet
and can make your heart weep
I love how we can talk for hours and hours
And the days when you bring me flowers
But sometimes I wonder,
Do you really like me?
Cause you can break me
Or make me so damn happy
I know I'm not the first thing on your mind
Maybe its just me acting blind
When we talk you act as if you love me
But why won't you come to let my heart free?
Its been a long time
Will you ever be just mine?
I'm afraid you'll just play with my emotions
Maybe I should protect my heart with caution
I'm warned that I'll be hurt
And that you're a flirt
My friends ask why do I like you?
But they'll never understand
They don't have a clue
Of the way you make me feel
Of how I want to have something real
Sometimes I wonder,
Do I intimidate you?
Oh if you only knew
I want you more and more each day
I don't like to hear what people say
Cause they just like to play
They just jealous of what we can become
They don't want us to have fun
Take me from my misery
Let me know what you say is true
Our love can start anew
You told me that you heard things about me
Stuff I would never do or could be
Everything is in the past
I know you think we won't last
I know you've been hurt before
But I ain't like other girls
You can trust me
I won't play with your heart
Because I want to be with you
Don't be shy boy come to me
Don't give it a second thought
Just take me
Hold me in your arms
Together we won't do harm
I want to be with you for eternity
We talk on the phone each night
Me hoping and praying that you won't go
Scared I won't see you the next day
Cause something bad might happen today
I'm letting you know I'm here
Don't take me for granted
Show me how you feel
To show me you like me won't kill
I'll always be there
Because I really do care
You see boy
I'm loving you

EPIC WEEKEND!

basically i had a 4 day weekend, cause of graduations from my brother and cousin, which they graduated from middle school, a cousin, which he graduated from high school, and my sister which she graduated from elementary. So its cool.

umm basically friday i decided i want to have an "EPIC" weekend. My uncle took us, my auntie and I to San Francisco and his apartment for his friend's birthday party. Took 5 or less shots, but it was good, didnt want to get total drunk but at least a buzz. So me and my auntie met this guy, name Mark, and he always get confused with our names, because he is drunk, really really drunk.

so here's what i said to him.

" Me: Hey, hey..whats her name (my auntie)

Mark: ...ROCHELLE!

Me: so whats my name?!

Mark: ...CHRIS!

Me: so whats your name?!?!

Mark: .....*both hands on his cheeks*......*took 2 whole breathing*....Mark!"

and me and my auntie laughed, because it took him awhile to say his name. It seems like he forgot. LOL! gotta love SF bound peeps!

when the party was over, took a nap at my uncles apartment, woke up around 7ish cause it was my cousins graduation, the one for highschool. Hella tired and stuff, but its all good. So now im just chilling and cleaning the house later before tomorrow, for my brother and cousins graduation.

Peace Out!

After hearing this song..

..from America's Got Talent, Michael Grimm- You Dont Know Me (Cover) i was totally shocked from his voice, his voice his amazing. So now i like hearing this song from him.

Lyrics:

You give your hand to me
And then you say hello
I can hardly speak
My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well
But you don't know me

Oh you don't know the one
That thinks of you at night
Who longs to kiss your lips
And yearns to squeeze you tight
No I'm just a friend
That's all I've ever been
You just don't know me

I never knew the art of making love
Though my heart aches with love for you
Afraid and shy, I let my chance go by
The chance that you might love me too

You give your hand to me
And then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
You'll never, never know
The one who loves you so
You just don't know me

Hawthorne Heights

so today i was just browsing through purevolume and found out they have have a new album.

2 music that i like and sticked out.