No Regret

If you ask me a question about regretting things in my life.

My answer to you is that i dont regret things that happened in my life. Im glad that i went through many emotions and stages that makes me who i am right now. So im glad for who i meet, had a relationship with, had an argument with, problems with, enjoyed my life with, etc...

Life happens for a reason...

So if you ask me again about myself regretting something..

I say NO, i don't.

My thoughts of right now

The weekend have just begun, my thoughts for today.

- Hates it when people starts to join the band wagon

-Facebook is overrated now.

-Tumblr can suck it.

- Dont want to watch Paranormal Activity 2.

- What am i going to do over the weekend

- I shouldnt be spending all my gas money on food

- I shouldnt be spending my gas money in one week.

- Go Giants

- Fatlace is awesome

- Why do i have to be the Nice guy? Why cant i just be a different person for one day.

- I did something for you people, what have you done for me? Let me answer that..NOTHING! i get nothing in return.

a quote

Hip hop soothe the mind

When you go underground, you start to listen to good music, when you go to top charts music, it starts to get whack . In my opinion, underground hip hop has the style of beats, jazz, and just soothing the mind. This song that i am showing you is a good song, represents me, because i go through life and religious meanings.

Lyrics:

They say everything you go through in life makes life worth living
But if the world should end tomorrow...
I often think about that sometimes, know what I'm saying?


I'll take the pain and the strife
I know it's not in vain
And struggle relate to everything in this life
I'm maintaining became a beam of light for the youth in the streets
Intertwining with goons never complaining cause it's all written
Don't be bitter we all sinners
Lusting for the good life, some hearts cold as December
Hiding behind stripes and stars Father forgive um
Earth out of her mind look what she had to witness
I talk to her at times she tell me what's on her heart
I tell her what's on my mind
Momma where do I start?
Why everybody divided?
Why people afraid to die?
She told me "talk to ya Father, he's in the sky."


Father why everybody complaining bout what they got?
Ungrateful, they don't see what you gave um?
Make a lump sum of money start to thinking they made it
He said if you pay attention to the weather I'm jaded
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It could be mid July and I feel like raining
Any day of the year I shed a tear Poppa amazing
One drop could flood the block there's no one greater
And that's why I live in the sky
No lie, I'm fly, defy gravity, I reply damn
It's like you only show yourself to the wise
I know why you won't let me come home
Left me here on my own cause I ain't doing my job so you just letting me roam
He responded "correct" go home to my mom I'm vexed
She the reason for my drama and stress, you seem to love her
Remember though, she the present but I'm forever
Won't be long till you see us together I replied until than...


Now if the world should end tomorrow, Lord have mercy on me
And if the sky should fall and the walls come tumbling down, tumbling down

Now if the world should end tomorrow, Lord have mercy on me
And if the sky should fall and the walls come tumbling down, tumbling down
Than that's what it's gonna be
Than that's what it's gonna be

StarCraft Day

Yesterday was such a productive day in the star craft world. Planned this with my good friends because we just wanted to play star craft. We set up downstairs since i have a big table, and its funny because it looks like a conference room filled with laptops. We are such lazy people, sitting on the chair with our face glued to the game. All you hear is click and tapping on the keyboard and the mouse. Star Craft is freaking awesome, for me, its been years since i started to play, but now i feel like a kid again.

Scott Pilgrim vs. The World

Okay this movie is AWESOME!!! to the freaking MAX! The story is good but the action would really blow you away. I aint no critic but im a regular person that would love these type of action, especially when i come from playing video games when i was young. Remembering familiar video games sounds. I was also blown away with the editing that they did, with the comic phrases which stands out in the movie. So basically i rate this 9 out of 10.

After watching, i was thinking if this was real, how we got to fight through the Ex's of someone we love just to get to them. I mean, i wouldnt mind fighting through it because it seems HELLA fun!! I was also thinking about my Ex's, of what super powers they would have.. hmmm... HAHA!

This girl in the movie, the character thats name "Knife Chau"...

...yeah she's pretty cute. HAHA! In the movie, she seems pretty creepy though because what she does, yet she has that innocent look on her face. Yeah.. you should watch the movie. =D

Gorillaz- Feel Good Inc.

Whats the video about:

Its about how everyone wants you to fall into the same line as society to feel good; money, sex, and drugs. What he is try to say is he fell into this line and now he is trapped, but now he wants to be as free as the windmill. The windmill doesn't do what a human wants it spins with the wind. He wants to do his own thing instead of being told what is best and feels good, because to truly feel good you need to love life and your lover:

"Love forever, Love is free, Lets turn forever, you and me"

boxcar racer - i feel so.

One of my favorite songs back then, and still is.

Thoughts.

Its hard to be a MAN because you are the top notch person making sacrifice for everything.

right on

yeahup, this guy stepped up. Here's a saying from this person on youtube.

"I hate how us guys always have to be the one to ask the girl out, make the first move and initiate the date and relationship, yeah I know it's Tradition and always been that way, true it may give us guys a slight advantage because we get to go out and actually look for a girl, go after what we want literally, but I still don't like it because I hate it when girls play hard to get or give mixed signals"- nobodysperfect06

night

tonight is that night were i think and wonder about "life" Its a bright future out there. The present is how you make of it. The past is done, you cant change it, the memories, the heartbroken, the issues, the damage they made. Its all done, you cant rewrite history, thats stupid. All you do is just make it worse for that person and yourself. Though im thinking too much about my future, its hard to keep your mind in the present, because all you do is think about the outcome of things.

Here's a song i like, from Justin Timberlake- Going Away. Its a good song.

tshirt design

i was inspired to do a tshirt design. So here's one, hopefully my friend accepts this drawing and collaborate with it.

tell me what you guys think about it. Please comment

Poem

Right now i stumbled on a poem, its called "Do You Really Like Me?" This poem is written by Angelica. Its a good poem, i think something that everyone could relate too in this situation. So here's the poem.

side note: let you know this is written by a girls perspective. Not a guy.

I know love is sweet
and can make your heart weep
I love how we can talk for hours and hours
And the days when you bring me flowers
But sometimes I wonder,
Do you really like me?
Cause you can break me
Or make me so damn happy
I know I'm not the first thing on your mind
Maybe its just me acting blind
When we talk you act as if you love me
But why won't you come to let my heart free?
Its been a long time
Will you ever be just mine?
I'm afraid you'll just play with my emotions
Maybe I should protect my heart with caution
I'm warned that I'll be hurt
And that you're a flirt
My friends ask why do I like you?
But they'll never understand
They don't have a clue
Of the way you make me feel
Of how I want to have something real
Sometimes I wonder,
Do I intimidate you?
Oh if you only knew
I want you more and more each day
I don't like to hear what people say
Cause they just like to play
They just jealous of what we can become
They don't want us to have fun
Take me from my misery
Let me know what you say is true
Our love can start anew
You told me that you heard things about me
Stuff I would never do or could be
Everything is in the past
I know you think we won't last
I know you've been hurt before
But I ain't like other girls
You can trust me
I won't play with your heart
Because I want to be with you
Don't be shy boy come to me
Don't give it a second thought
Just take me
Hold me in your arms
Together we won't do harm
I want to be with you for eternity
We talk on the phone each night
Me hoping and praying that you won't go
Scared I won't see you the next day
Cause something bad might happen today
I'm letting you know I'm here
Don't take me for granted
Show me how you feel
To show me you like me won't kill
I'll always be there
Because I really do care
You see boy
I'm loving you

EPIC WEEKEND!

basically i had a 4 day weekend, cause of graduations from my brother and cousin, which they graduated from middle school, a cousin, which he graduated from high school, and my sister which she graduated from elementary. So its cool.

umm basically friday i decided i want to have an "EPIC" weekend. My uncle took us, my auntie and I to San Francisco and his apartment for his friend's birthday party. Took 5 or less shots, but it was good, didnt want to get total drunk but at least a buzz. So me and my auntie met this guy, name Mark, and he always get confused with our names, because he is drunk, really really drunk.

so here's what i said to him.

" Me: Hey, hey..whats her name (my auntie)

Mark: ...ROCHELLE!

Me: so whats my name?!

Mark: ...CHRIS!

Me: so whats your name?!?!

Mark: .....*both hands on his cheeks*......*took 2 whole breathing*....Mark!"

and me and my auntie laughed, because it took him awhile to say his name. It seems like he forgot. LOL! gotta love SF bound peeps!

when the party was over, took a nap at my uncles apartment, woke up around 7ish cause it was my cousins graduation, the one for highschool. Hella tired and stuff, but its all good. So now im just chilling and cleaning the house later before tomorrow, for my brother and cousins graduation.

Peace Out!

After hearing this song..

..from America's Got Talent, Michael Grimm- You Dont Know Me (Cover) i was totally shocked from his voice, his voice his amazing. So now i like hearing this song from him.

Lyrics:

You give your hand to me
And then you say hello
I can hardly speak
My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well
But you don't know me

Oh you don't know the one
That thinks of you at night
Who longs to kiss your lips
And yearns to squeeze you tight
No I'm just a friend
That's all I've ever been
You just don't know me

I never knew the art of making love
Though my heart aches with love for you
Afraid and shy, I let my chance go by
The chance that you might love me too

You give your hand to me
And then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
You'll never, never know
The one who loves you so
You just don't know me

Hawthorne Heights

so today i was just browsing through purevolume and found out they have have a new album.

2 music that i like and sticked out.

SO-CAL!

Friday: my family left around 7ish to go to San Deigo, had pitstop's here and there.

Saturday: Got to my auntie's house around 5AM, and i was just wide awake after that, while some were sleeping. While discussing what we are doing today, we just randomly picked disneyland, cause my uncle had 3 free tickets and also some discount for the military. So i was like.."WTF!" hella happy, and yes, we went to Disneyland, i had fun.

sidenote: riding matterhorn, there was this guy that had bad oder, so good thing i wasnt behind him, my cousin and brother was behind him, so i was hella laughing the whole ride. i also could smell it when we going up the lift. hella bad.

Sunday: went to this shopping outlet, and got my running shoes over there, after it took us awhile to find this filipino place called "Zarlitos" and eventually we found it. After that went to the this Navy harbor at downtown San Deigo. Then went back to my aunties house to sleep

sidenote: i hella knocked out when i was on the couch, were i was sleeping at, and around 12 i heard these people arguing, and i couldnt go to sleep for awhile. so i shut the windows and turn on the a/c so i couldnt hear it. hella annoying

Monday: went back to downtown San Deigo to explore then went straight home. Fun moments while coming back.

sidenote: Right now, my cousin is hella snoring. HAHA!

La La La LA!

so today was alright. I had a exam for my pop culture class, and i kind of "B.S." it, and some relevant answers, but its all good. After class, chilled at the DeAnza parking lot then suppose to go to wingstop but end up going to my friends house to do some fun choreography. I had a good time over there. Talked about "ringalingaling" and "dick slang" kept on laughing, because how we told each other what happens if we do this to this hip hop teacher for money. and so after that, i left, because i hate traffic, which is coming back from 280. Now im here chillaxing, finding what to do tonight since i dont have class tomorrow.

Today this is my jam.

the day in a life of me, myself, and I

since its almost 1:00AM let me talk about yesterday of what happened

Yesterday:

I woke up around 730, so i could drop off my brother to his school. Let me tell you about waking up around that time, IT SUCKS! because my class doesnt start till 1130 and i thought i would get more sleeping time, but guess what?! i dont. So i basically stayed up till when i leave for school, which is college.

Driving to DeAnza College sucks, because you have a long commute, which takes about 30 minutes or less, depending how fast you drive, and also the traffic. Basically i take 280 going towards DeAnza. Sometimes i drive fast and sometimes i drive slow, depending on my mood.

Once i reach DeAnza, I usually park with my friends, since we claim that parking spot during our winter quarter. Basically i just went straight to the library to do homework before class starts. I needed a quiet area so i sat somewhere far from my friends knowing they like to talk too much. Doing the homework was pretty easy, just got to read and write it on the worksheet. I skipped my 1st class, since i got to do my homework for my 2nd class. Once i was done, we've basically chilled in the library till 2nd class starts.

heading to Conference room A, our teacher, Sal, wanted us to go there for this girl that is doing poetry speaking, so i thought that would be cool, which turn out to be awesome!

After that, my friends and I chilled, talked about life in general, yes LIFE!

Walked to our cars then to Q-cup, and chilled there around 430. I wanted to leave because i hate traffic, and guess what, there was traffic when i left.

Got to my house around 5 and ate some food that my grandma cooked, and took a nap. And now im wide awake, not going to my friday class today, because i didnt do my essay, need more time to do it.

Well thats all, a life of me on Thursday.

march 4th

March 4th was an epic day for me, because it was the day of protesting against the budget cuts for education, which is totally BS! We march down mission street to the SF city hall i think. Just being there is lively and the experience is awesome. Fighting was is right for us people, just to get a better education. I felt like i done something great in my life, being involve in this protest. Hopefully you guys are able to do these protest, do fight from what you believe in, and just join in.